Saturday, October 15, 2005
[self]
i NEED someone to talk to. yet i don't see the point doing so.i WANT to be alone. yet all i NEED is someone to listen and understand.
i AM lost. -spiritually-
a christian life is just like a marathon; thats how my church put it.
we often face hurdles(obstacles:temptation/immoral desires/laziness/stress)
and as a christian, we are suppose to jump over those hurdles with faith//
finish the marathon (complete our walk with Jesus) //
and receive 'The' reward.(heaven)
i don't see any hurdles.
yes. i am not getting any load of crap in my life at the moment.
thats because i am not even running that race anymore...
its as if i have given up already.
is it still called 'backsliding' if someone know he is back sliding?
On 2:20 AM, Victor let go.
