Saturday, February 18, 2006
OVERKILL

I can't get to sleep
I think about the implications
Of diving in too deep
And possibly the complications

Especially at night
I worry over situations
I know I'll be alright
Perhaps it's just imagination

Day after day it reappears
Night after night my heartbeat shows the fear
Ghosts appear and fade away

Alone between the sheets
Only brings exasperation
It's time to walk the streets
Smell the desperation

At least there's pretty lights
And though there's little variation
It nullifies the night from overkill

[Overkill by Colin Hay]

too many times we try to fix situations that concern us ...
and we end up doing more than we should.
whether it is being firm in our stand,wanting acceptance or just trying to make things right.

being a loner does not mean that i should shut myself out from the world and be alone forever... does it?

{moment of truth}
i have a crush on a girl ...
a girl who i barely know.
a girl who's older, much wiser and definitely not in my league.
a girl who's absence makes 'lonely' no longer okay for me.

that's overkill isn't it ?!


On 9:09 AM, Victor let go.