Wednesday, November 15, 2006
i suck as a friend
i broke my promise to attend a friend's church camp.i felt shitty for doing it, but at the same time - i know what i want and what i do not wish to be a part of.
for the past two years i've been in KL, i've never really settled in a church.
if i wasn't judging the members, i would be judging the pastors or the culture of those churches.
never contented with any of them.
Hence, i'm trying to stick with City Harvest. slowly adapting to the church's culture and their way of thinking (though it sometimes differ from my opinions and what i stand for).
so yea, i see no point in going to another church's camp to seek for an encounter with God...
if it was for the sake of fellowshipping with friends...then my reason would be ' that money is going to my church's building fund '.
On 9:10 AM, Victor let go.
