Tuesday, October 03, 2006
bitterness
a real sweet heart, someone i cared for greatlyi've always been attentive and willing to hear her out.
knowing that she's now seeing another guy ( after coming out from a relationship)
i can't help myself but to worry about what she's getting herself into
i'm not in love with her. nor do i have intentions of having a relationship with her ...
but something inside me just wouldn't let me accept the current situation and just be happy for her.
the fact that i have no say in her relationship makes it harder for me to even think that i may be needed as friend even.
... i as a 'so called' friend shall be happy for her/ and i wish her well.