Monday, April 09, 2007
self

heard the phrase "you're just a friend, nothing more"?
usually used by females to reject their guy friend (in the nicest way they can think of)
fact: 'platonic friendships' don't exist.
guys tend to fcuk things up and make things awkward for themselves.
[i'd put up walls if i had to, anything to not risk a friendship]

however, the term "just a friend" to me means something totally different.
it means that you are nothing more [literally]
it means to live a life of insignificance,
to lead a life that will make no impact,
to be a blessing to no one,
to be replaceable,
to be 'just a friend'.

the thought of me being judged, compared or even categorized breaks me inside.


On 5:43 AM, Victor let go.