Friday, November 18, 2005
damn it
its one thing to show up in a birthday party with the party being elsewhere without any friends informing me.its another thing to have a a close friend having a birthday celebrated among my closest peeps with no one informing me about the celebration at all.
( it's my friend. of course i know about the birthday/but not the celebration)
i won't let myself think too much about my friendship with those people.
i won't let myself think that i no longer am accepted by them.
i won't let myself think that i am not appreciated by them.
i guess it would be very childish or ME to think that way.
its time to change my way of thinking. ITS ABOUT TIME.
honestly. its because this friend of mine is really close to me. i do not wish to think too much.
as long she had a blast on her birthday celebration. i am happy and there is nothing really to be sad / moody about. that's what i call true friendship. hehe.
On 11:48 AM, Victor let go.
