Saturday, April 22, 2006
self

am i a dude who can't have what he wants?
or the dude who wants what he can't have.

sure hope i'm not that loser. neither the guy who let challenges ruin his life.


i get just what i want at times.
sometimes more than i expected or could ever hope for.
but often i feel like i haven't done anything to deserve such 'blessings'.

i don't think it has got anything to do with me having a low-self esteem.
.. definitely not that...
hmm... i guess some questions should be left unanswered..


On 1:57 AM, Victor let go.