I'm letting go.

Monday, June 18, 2007
sunday morning

everything was planned out.

first, pick up some kids to church

then to Starbucks to rush my revision...

and lastly, Planet shakers!

the day did not went as plan...

yeah. (silent sigh)

definitely did not plan to get crash when i misjudged on the 'stop-look-go' junction.

i think i got the orders mixed up, i ' go-look-shocked-crash-stop' instead. not fun.

my first experience in confronting the other party and going over to the police station to settle the insurance claim and what not.

i'm still troubled by this of course. the post accident ' what if ' syndrom just won't go away.

besides that, i still have to settle some documents and claims...
all this hassle in the midst of my exams.
not very helpful..

yet, i continue praying.

there's loads i can thank GOD for...

thank God that the dude that hit me wasn't some gangster or some rude local.

thank God the car that got damaged wasn't a sport car or some other fancy rides.

thank God my brother and Vincent was there with me during the whole process.

thank God that the process in the police station went smoothly. a little too smooth...

yep, it was concluded immediately that the accident was a result from My negligence. heh~

thank God i still made it for the Planet shakers concert.

thank God i'm still alive.

thank God for caring friends.

thank God that my focus is shifted to NOW instead of being distracted

thank God i'm not a P license holder... eh?

thank God for miseries... purposed to turn into ministries one day.

Let's pray that i'll be more careful next time.

On 5:44 AM, Victor let go.