Wednesday, July 12, 2006
self

i hung out with Edward [Pal from Tawau, we go way back together] and his friend, Yap.. last night. i was quiet most of the time... listening to Edward and Yap's conversation mostly.
its easy to tell interest and sense a passion. They talked about cars. about the latest models, the customizations, the rims, the skirting, the lighting, the engine and what not.

'it is' an interesting topic ...a repeated one rather.
Edward had been ranting about cars since form 4, but i was never quite into it as he was...
i did not have that passion and interest.

I lack that... i'm still finding what i'm passionate about...
what brightens up my face when its brought to my attention...
what keeps me talking as if i was a professional when it is mentioned.

for some, they're passionate about photography.
these people love pictures. every part of the picture : the angle, the lighting, the sharpness...
every part of cameras as well : lense, flash, memory,weight... and so on.
their passion leads them to take pictures during their spare time and spend time on updating themselves of what's new.

i'll do anything for 'that' passion.
i'm still deciding what to major for my 2nd year in university.
its hard... knowing that this decision will affect my future and career path. it has to be based on interest and whether i excell at it.