Tuesday, June 06, 2006
self

it's about time.
exams are near and i'm banging balls here trying to finish my revision...
what better timing to lash out my feelings.

feelings of being used and manipulated.
feelings of being mistreated.

ever felt useful for once.
literally.

being a great help to a particular person
*say...some bitch who uses her bloody charm to manipulate her peers*
and after that, you mean nothing more in that particular person's life?

my answer? = close.

i do not compromise.
i will not surrender and be a victim of being a 'disposable (throw after use) friend'.
i said no... not actually 'no'.. rather i gave excuses. {lame ones will do}
but still, its the thought that count. (thought of not allowing yourself to be manipulated)

piece of advise (something cognitive i've learnt only in university on how to say no to a peer).
i'll give an example.

manipulative bitch: hey, peter?.. wait.. is it victor? .. hehe..
victor : it's victor.
manipulative bitch: oh ya, i was thinking... can I ask you..
victor : hell no. fuck off!

(example/ not illustrating any past situations i faced)

fine... not the smartest thing to say. but the fastest way to make a stand.
dang. time to start banging balls again. microeconomics to finish!