Friday, July 21, 2006
self

a sudden burst of unnecessary emotions overflows

a feeling of being lost, being numb for too long, slowly losing my identity, and the feeling of defeat.
thinking about the time wasted, preventable hurts , permanent scars, joy that couldn't be shared with loved ones, failures in relationships, or the unwanted goodbyes had to be said to someone more than a friend.

reminiscing of the moments spent with loved ones and times when I made them proud of me.
reflecting and regreting...


On 9:25 AM, Victor let go.